Mob bosses

I worked hard,
and kept my
head down
Stayed humble,
And Kept learning,
8 years of serving,
And slaving,
8 years of effort,
And I’m left with
no savings,
No earnings,
I’m grateful for,
All the learning
But I’m left hurting
Cause I’ve been robbed,
By mob like bosses,
Who lie and cheat,
And eat off my blood and sweat,
And I can’t find the motivation to keep going,
I quit, and it’s been
4 years since I did,
I still can’t find the strength to keep going,
Knees deep in debt and no direction,
I can’t figure out what to do next.
I lay in bed all day, the pain doesn’t seem to go away.
But still I wake up every day, and all I have left is hope,
Hope for better days, hope that some day god will make a way, and there will be better days.
But I know this for a fact, if I can’t help myself, maybe even god won’t, and then I’m left feeling doomed again.
Everyday is a never ending loop of pain and hope and doom.